| do bowling shoes freak you out as much as me? yuck. anyway, i'm goin bowling tonight with some people from the senior class and it's the last time we'll all be together before graduation. :( i'm really really surprisingly sad. i didn't expect this year to go by so quickly but in two weeks i wont be a senior anymore, highschool will be over and it'll all be a memory. it's soo weeeiird. |
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| i think i have my coping techniques down pat. yay. finally. |
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1. How tall are you barefoot? 5 9
2. Have you ever smoked heroin? don't believe i have.
3. Do you own a gun? nope.
4. Rehab? is good for you?
5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"? i might've had a few panic attacks
6. What do you think of your friends? they're okay.. i think i could've done better.
7. What's your favorite Christmas song? who cares, christmas is over.
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? coffee or orange juice
9. Do you do push-ups? sometimes
10. Have you ever done ecstacy? i'm just not very experienced with drugs
11. Are you vegitarian? not really. i have some meat. and i don't not eat meat cause i care about animals, it's cause most meat is kinda gross.
12. Do you like painkillers? sure i guess.
13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? i'm already bored with this question. it's just so dumb.
14. Do you own a knife? no i don't think so.
15. Do you have A.D.D.? nope.
16. Date Of Birth? september 9th 1990
17. Top 3 thoughts at this exact moment: i hate surveys surveys are boring surveys are dumb
18. Name the last 3 things you have bought? big mother pucker (lipgloss), movie ticket, starbucks
19. Name five drinks you regularly drink: water milk coffee soda hot chocolate
20. What time did you wake up today? ten
21. Current hair? shoulder length or a little longer bleach blonde wavy
22. Current worry? uhh.. none.
23. Current hate? surveys!
24. Favorite place to be? with people
25. Least favorite place to be? home
26. Where would you like to go? the mountains, this weekend
27. Do you own slippers? uh huh
28. What do you think you'll be in 10 yrs? old.
29. Do you burn or tan? burns turn into a tan
30. Last thing you ate? some crackers
31. Would you be a pirate? no way
32. Last time you had an alcoholic drink? weekend
33. What songs do you sing in the shower? none. that's dumb.
34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? rats and alligators
36. Last thing that made you laugh? hmm.. i don't think i've laughed yet today. so it would probably be justus last night.
37. Best bed sheets you had as a child? i don't remember them
38. Worst injury you've ever had? i don't know. they're all pretty much on the same level of pain. maybe my sliced up foot was a little worse than usual.
40. How many TVs do you have in your house? like six
41. Who is your loudest friend? i'm usually the loudest
42. Who is your most silent friend? definitely laura
43. Does someone have a crush on you? who knows
44. Do you wish on stars? nah
45. What is your favorite book? to kill a mockingbird, catcher in the rye and unless the ending REALLY sucks, catch 22
46. What is your favorite candy? zours
47. What song do/did you want played at your wedding? psh.. i don't know. i'd probably want more than one played..
48. What song do you want played at your funeral? ooh.. i have a whole list. it's gonna be amazing. if you're invited, you should look forward to it.
49. What were you doing 12AM last night? getting ready for bed or something like that
50. Do you love someone? this little baby i'm holding! |
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| i don't like the way i feel right now and i really want to ignore it and get on with life but it's kind of hard to get off the mind. i feel stupid on top of it.. just no good. |
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| i'm so bored. it's everything.. i don't know what to do. i hate it when i get like this.. it's never good. summer is coming and all i'm planning on doing is going to the beach. but i'm afraid of the water. still.. i think i'm going to take surfing lessons. and bungie jump. or something of the like. i might die.. sharks or gravity.. but i can't wait for summer
okay. i'm done. |
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